I haven't blogged for a few days because I've been frustrated with everything. My weight has fluctuated up for the last few days even though I've been adhering to the diet very strictly. I feel thinner and am just not sure what's going on. I've even been managing my stress (and quite frankly, if my body can't handle stress then I need a new one because I'm a stress junkie).
My husband has made me promise that I won't check my weight for a few days and so I'm hoping on Friday when it's official weigh in day that I will be lighter. I have a therapeutic massage on Wednesday and that will hopefully help my legs feel better and will help flush out some toxins in my legs thus making them thinner.
I know right now I'm struggling with control issues which is making the lack of weight loss harder. I can't control the craziness at work or with my personal business sales, but I can control what I put in my mouth. So I'm frustrated mostly with the fact that I'm doing everything "right" and I'm not seeing results.
This summer I have a weeding that I'm in, another that I'm going to, I'm turning 30 in just over a month, and I have 2 beach vacations and all of these are making me really want to lose weight and look beautiful. This is adding to the frustration because I'm again afraid that this diet won't work just like all the rest. But I'm nearly half way through and I will keep the faith and keep on blogging and checking in with myself because I think that this is helping me to keep on going.
I will say that I'm not hungry even though I'm eating so few calories. I'm also drinking a lot more healthy fluids which has made my skin clear up and is much softer. My hands are still pretty dry but my face hasn't needed moisturizer in a while. Another plus is that I haven't had a migraine in 3 weeks which was another factor in me starting this diet. I wanted to clean out my system to try to figure out what was causing my migraines. So, now I'm off to have a relaxing bath and to get ready for bed. Stay tuned!
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